On these long hours.
"Here in your mind you have complete privacy. Here there's no difference between what is and what could be."
January 20, 2010
Eviction Notice

Moving to a new location. This one will be terminated.

January 19, 2010

If it makes you less sad
I will die by your hand
I hope you find out what you want
I already know what I am
And if it makes you less sad
We’ll start talking again
And you can tell me how vile
I already know that I am

I’ll grow old
And start acting my age
I’ll be a brand new day
In a life that you hate
A crown of gold
A heart that’s harder than stone
And it hurts a whole lot
But it’s missed when it’s gone

Call me a safe bet
I’m betting I’m not
I’m glad you that can forgive
Only hoping as time goes
You can forget

If it makes you less sad
I’ll move out of the state
You can keep to yourself
I’ll keep out of your way
And if it makes you less sad
I’ll take your pictures all down
Every picture you paint
I will paint myself out
It’s as cold as a tomb
And it’s dark in your room
When I sneak to your bed
To pour salt in your wounds
So call it quits
Or get a grip
Say you wanted a solution
You just wanted to be missed

Call me a safe bet
I’m betting I’m not
I’m glad that you can forgive
I’m only hoping as time goes
You can forget
So you can forget
You can forget

You are calm and reposed
Let your beauty unfold
Pale white like the skin
Stretched over your bones
Spring keeps you ever close
You are second hand smoke
You are so fragile and thin
Standing trial for your sins
Holding onto yourself the best you can
You are the smell before the rain
You are the blood in my veins

Call me a safe bet
I’m betting I’m not
I’m glad that you can forgive
I’m only hoping as time goes
You can forget

We are ever striving after what is forbidden, and coveting what is denied us.
When I hear somebody sigh, “Life is hard,” I am always tempted to ask, “Compared to what?
Time makes lovers feel like they got something real. but you and me, we know they got nothing but time.
January 16, 2010
Afterglow - Ian Axel

Take your headphones off little girl
Listen to the sounds of the world
Put your heart into it,
It’s all intuitive.

Paint a picture black and white
Write a book about the meaning of life
You gotta use what you’ve been given
To change the world you’re livin’ in.

What would you do with all the answers?
What would you do if you’re the only one?

Annie dreams of others when she’s wide awake
Wishin’ on the beauty that they hide away
And if someday you slip away from all the souls that you’ve saved,
I promise I’ll find you in the afterglow.

Starin’ out the window,
Seein’ the streetlights pass you by
In the reflection in your eyes,
Your thoughts collide.

It’s more than coincidence.
Believe in it ever since,
You know, 'the times they are a changin”
All that’s happened in the past.

What would you do with all the answers?
What would you do if you’re the only one?

January 12, 2010
No man is an island,
Entire of itself.
Each is a piece of the continent,
A part of the main.
If a clod be washed away by the sea,
Europe is the less.
As well as if a promontory were.
As well as if a manner of thine own
Or of thine friend’s were.
Each man’s death diminishes me,
For I am involved in mankind.
Therefore, send not to know
For whom the bell tolls,
It tolls for thee.